implosions

advice:


dont subject yourself to a possibly uncomfortable environment when youve got the entire world spinning throughout your head

mmm

behind me on my shoulders

jacksonville

i remember when i use to not go home for days or even weeks on end.


i hate not being home after a while now.



but i like going places.


i guess i just hate jacksonville

waiting gamez

im eager to see what happens



oh and in other news...tired of a lot of things youre proving to me




i just got mail from ryan santos. im stoaked

melting

the sun is crucial


i get burnt easily........by the sun


no cheap shots please.

jumbled brain

i guess even when you think youre doing ok you can still be the bad guy. i need to wise up a bit.



i dont want to be every other schmo


...there so many things going on.

-knocked out first semester with flying colors. (that means good)

-have a lil weekend side job (i make money being jolly) yeah im being unclear fucker. but its dope.

BUT i need a realer job. haha

-its hard to juxtapose and weed out things when you see so much beauty and so much potential.


i guess it depends on who stays by my side in the end. show real colors.

thats real.



im recognizing my idiosyncrasies and will in return do something about them.

will you?


real tests