implosions

advice:


dont subject yourself to a possibly uncomfortable environment when youve got the entire world spinning throughout your head

mmm

behind me on my shoulders

jacksonville

i remember when i use to not go home for days or even weeks on end.


i hate not being home after a while now.



but i like going places.


i guess i just hate jacksonville

waiting gamez

im eager to see what happens



oh and in other news...tired of a lot of things youre proving to me




i just got mail from ryan santos. im stoaked

melting

the sun is crucial


i get burnt easily........by the sun


no cheap shots please.

jumbled brain

i guess even when you think youre doing ok you can still be the bad guy. i need to wise up a bit.



i dont want to be every other schmo


...there so many things going on.

-knocked out first semester with flying colors. (that means good)

-have a lil weekend side job (i make money being jolly) yeah im being unclear fucker. but its dope.

BUT i need a realer job. haha

-its hard to juxtapose and weed out things when you see so much beauty and so much potential.


i guess it depends on who stays by my side in the end. show real colors.

thats real.



im recognizing my idiosyncrasies and will in return do something about them.

will you?


real tests

need to study

its all about tests nowa days

all mental all day

post turkey day stuffed me

in regards to my last post i knocked the fuck out of that exam.

another one wed.


ummm not cocky....this will be way harder.


dude wtf i feel apperciated

i like when people speak their minds


in other words fuck all the unsure bullshit


ya feels me?

mhmm

decisions coming to my life near youz

a lot on my mind. a whole fucking lot.



exit exam today.

i think i got it


which probably means i dont



ummmmm. i need someone to speak to me.


i need someone

mmmm angles and arches

you make me feel.

you make me want more.

orlando

was awesome

i really never wanted it to end.

forever

esoteric.....



regretablly

it looks like up to me

see me change

having a conversation tonight made me realize crazy shit.

wtf

the witching hour

ill be sleeping in a graveyard while listening to the sun

cursed

there are things in life that you cant help or even explain.....but you sure as fuck wish you could change them.


lifes games are harsh and i dont want to judge...."walkin in other peoples shoes" has opened my eyes a lot.


im def into epiphanies and tolerance


...sorry for wasting your time

this has been a lame moment brought to you by jeff



P.S. RED SOX WON

not such a lame moment!

funz

ive been on the move so much latley.

i went to a party/house show last night, it was a lot of fun. i filled in for the singer of i.t.a.w . i had a lot of fun. i remembered why i love playin music. ( i wanna start a band sooooooooo bad)


been meetin a lot of cool people lately. its a nice change of pace to not be surrounded by jokes.


im really content right now. its cool to get hit on by girls too.

*confidence boost!*

who doesnt need those every once in awhile?



its awesome when you cant help but smile.

only thing that sucks is im going through withdraw from 24/7 phone calls. withdraw? addicted?

guess we'll see


p.s. dem sox's ona roll!!

sox

go boston!

overwhelmed

there is a lot on my dish, and im not that hungry (metaphors whoa)




everytime i start..i always fall apart.



nothing but good intentions. i promise.

its getting darker

things are getting spicy

i know im gonna be overwhelmed this winter.

ill deal.



had a nice bike ride today. its interesting how music can keep you going. relaxed in a bath..also niceee


i need to work out & eat better (considering going vagitarian). fuck a puff (ha)




decisions coming soon to my life near you.

a somewhat busy end of october

gonna check out a few bands i havent see before

kings of leon..fing fang foom


its been a good past couple days.... havent hung out with chris in awhile

going to be helping them on tour i believe in november

going to virgina and other surrounding cold places..



should be siqqtastic


i just hope i dont fuck my shit up on tour...(crossed fingers)


ill catch yous guys on the flips sides

haha

can i escape from this hell?



you guys should start a soap opera.

owando

jesu was great live


i have class @ 530


this new salt n peppa shit is .....what the fuck


feelin free with no mop on my head


ive been single so long i forgot how to be a casanova with girls

i just hope i dont push this one away

goals

i have a few plans...

career.
girl.
life.
new town. new people.



i just need some time to get ready...


happy birthday nato.